Women in the Sun

Synopsis
Shin Do Young is an announcer who instigates the jealously of all women around her because of her superior looks, great abilities, and great background. But Do Young has a deep, dark secret. She was actually abandoned at an orphanage when she was young but luckily she was adopted by a nice couple. The couple were unable to have their own children but were surprised when their biological daughter was born. Do Young, afraid that her parents would no longer love her anymore abandoned her 5 year old little sister at a train station. Years have passed and Do Young meets a joyful girl, Sa Weol, who becomes her personal shopper. What happens when Do Young’s terrible misdeed is revealed and that Sa Weol is actually the sister she abandoned at the train station all those years ago?
I am now impatient to see how this story ended. It had me gripping my seat. The storyline is absolutely riveting.

Psychobabble

Pn. N from PPD G****k called and informed that there is a short course that will be held tomorrow. And it was already 2.30 p.m. and boohoo I had to go. I wondered how some people figured you can just drop a bombshell and just ignore the fact that other people have life!!! That I have a life. Hello, people have other obligations in life and I can't just say yes on the spot. I need to ask permission from my husband even though anything work related will be blessed by Ayang. What I am trying to say is that people need to learn some courtesy and if you expect people to respect you, respect them in turn. What had happen if I have three children, no maid and a demanding husband? Wouldn't it be a burden!!!!

To just relay the news without any other details as to what the course is all about is totally irresponsible and I am sure there will be tonnes of work waiting at B**** L*****. One thing I hate about this particular PPD is that if a course is to empower you in any way, you will not be called nor invited but if it is work related, hmmmnn bring it on. It would come without me asking nor thinking about it.

I just hope that I will have relatively enjoyable experience there. I am hoping for the best.

All Alone

I am left to my own device as Ayang has a team building exercise in PD. What luck!!!! It has always been this way. Our schedule has always been out of sorts lately. I'll be away, next weekend to Kalumpang Resort and will be leaving Ayang the whole day for a in-house training. Hmmmnnn, tension....

Losing Myself

A picture paints a thousand words... What about nine of them? These are some of my fav pics from the file given by my brother. The flowers seem so alive and are begging you to come and languished in the midst of their magnificence. This is where I want to be right this minute. I want to lay in the abundance of delights and just lose myself for the day. Will it ever be possible? Sighhhh!!!!

Alahai...

Due to the barrage of workload given to yours dearly, I am now attacked by the cold virus or whatever that is plaguing me now. I am sneezing, teary-eyed and having a mind-blowing headache.

Luckily for me, Ayang is willing to complete some of my work and doing a good job at it. Thanks, Ayang.

Meanwhile, I can relax and update the blog...ha ha ha.....

Thousand Apologies

Things have been hectic and chaotic this past few weeks at the workplace. We have been bombarded by accusations, misconceptions and whatnot. I have always tried to persevere in the face of adversity (ha ha ha...jangan nak berlakon, kau ada mengamuk, kan, kan???). But in the end as a human being you cannot not be hurt by the comments made by 'so-called friends'.

So, I would like to apologize to my panel members for the blunders that I have done and for being the KP who is way beyond inept and incompetent. Sob, sob, sob

Aduhhhhh!!!! 2

Alkisah, alkisah ada orang itew tak takut dan tak serik-serik.

Kaki tak baik lagi, dia dah sibuk nak melompat lagi...

Adalah ada PESKAT - apa itew - Pesta Sukan & Kebudayaan Antara Teknik.

Dia sudahlah main netball kat SMT Klang.

Lompat lah lompat tak sedar diri, kaki terjelepok, sakitlah lagi...

Owwwwhhhhh!!!!

Sekarang ini sedang merana,

Sakitnya amat menjerihkan hati,

Nasib lah baik ada yang simpati,

Kalau tiada hero ku ini,

Merana lah hamba seorang diri.

(ikut nada gurindam, ke sajak, apa-apa pun boley)

What Flower Are You?

I am a Daffodil

You have a sunny disposition and are normally one of the first to show up for the party. You don't need too much attention from the host once you get there as you are more than capable of making yourself seen and heard.

(I don't think this describes me at all. I'm likely the wall flower- trying to disappear - rather than be the life of the party. Do like the flower though. ;-p)

Aduhhhhh!!!!

Aaarghhh! I, who have never played sports earnestly, have always been able to avoid being injured. But to my dismay, yesterday afternoon was different. As I was practising netball for the KAT tournament, I sort of sprained my ankle. Pehhh, the pain was excruciating - my pain tolerance is nil - so the smallest pain does feel 100x intense.

Went to the clinic, and the doctor advised no to make a lot of movement. So going to school was out of the question. And to my delight (albeit the pain) I was given two days of sick leave. Ayang was the most attentive caregiver. He bought me some analgesic cream and some crepe bandage. But then he had to leave for work. Aaaahhhhh, boring nye.

CINTA HATI

just sharing our pics

SIGH!!!!

My life has taken such a turn that going to school no longer makes my heart swell with pride. It has in fact makes my heart looks like a withered prune, tinge with bitterness. I look forward to the holidays rather than the working days. How terrible!!!

I WANT TO BE THE TEACHER I USED TO BE. PLEASE, GRANT ME THIS WISH!!!!

Friends

Makan Makan

This dish is tonight's dinner. "Ikan Siakap Masak Tiga Rasa" (Three Flavoured Siakap). However, in actuality, I don't think it is three-flavoured or two. It's more like it's confused- flavoured. I just saute some shallots, garlic and ginger and some chilli paste. Later, chucked in some chilli sauce and tomato sauce and add in some diced tomato, green andyellow pepper. Needless to say, it was well-accepted by my PIL and Ayang. But sadly, it's not up to my heat level. Hu hu hu, tak pedas lansung. But the most important thing is that it is edible by my MIL level. She has problem eating hot food.
There are some other dishes but as usual Ayang being him only took me literally as I asked him to take picture of the fish. Hence, the lack of more visual delights.

Adora

This is Isadora or Adora. Eversince, we've been going back and forth to the new house, she has become more clinging and more spoiled. Poor Adora. She is one of the stray cats that just appeared out of nowhere, begging for food. And she does know how to slip into our hearts. Ayang is her most favourite person, if he is around, she wouldn't even come near me. Preferring her darling man more, but if Ayang is not around, I would be her favourite human. She would come in the room and share the bed and would sleep as close as it is comfortable next to me.

I feel sad about leaving her here, but the new place has some restrictions regarding pets such as cats and dogs. I think the management is worried about the numbers will keep on rising. But no worry, Isadora has been spayed. It's not that I don't like more cats but with limited space, it is unthinkable and irresponsible to have more cats.

Please don't worry, Isadora. Your darling man will always come to feed you and pamper you.

Lesser and Lesser

I notice that my posts are dwindling gradually since I started in April. Didn't I promise myself to write more as I need the practice. The thing is I absolutely HATE writing. Even when I was in school and college, writing seemed to have escape from my grasp. I can't figure out the subject matter, nor the theme or whatever it is required to write. All I did most of the time is rambling nonsensically and expect my teachers or my lecturers to actually grade them and I expected excellent results. Hah, no such hope there. I even (in all my humility) flunked "Writing 101" in one semester and of course had to repeat the paper and to my horror with my juniors. Argghhh, how embarrassing and demeaning. Alas, I was rewarded for my diligence (*,) that time and procured an exalted B+ for my effort. However, I do have to share that with a few coursemates - Muhaida and Fathinie - who helped me tremendously. Thank you.

Turning back to the now, I must walk the walk. I have been nagging my students to be more diligent in their writing practice and yet here I am not making good of my own promise to keep on writing.

Well, folks, July would be the month of posts galore. God help me!!!!

Hanging by a Thin Thread

I am, in fact, is hanging by a really, really thin thread and at the end of my leash. These days I feel, no, actually I am being attacked left and right. Dodging the attacks seems to be out of the question. So, I just grin and bear with it. I do feel the hurt as rumours and accusations are flying every other way. Various persons come up to me with stories, some amusing, some entertaining and some downright malicious.

I should have been more confrontational and set the record straight as one colleague suggested but I just don't have the energy to expend and I am not interested to please people nor to rectify their assumptions. As long as I know, I have nothing to worry about my teaching and doing my job as best as I can. I COULDN'T CARE LESS ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THOUGHT ABOUT ME. There, I've said it.